I always thought Graduation was all about just some stupid degree in order to get a job.
It’s been four years and now I’m finally a graduate (Awaiting results though!).
There were moments when I regretted having taken the course I took. Also, there was this continuous urge to be done with it once and for all, and start living the life I always dreamt of. But now when I think of these things, I realise that these 4 years were the best 4 years of my life, and I have lived it to the fullest. I have embraced every moment (though I’m not a known giver of fucks), and I am proud of the fact that I have influenced the lives of my classmates in a bizarre and atrocious manner (my sincere apologies).
I cannot recollect how many times I wanted to punch my lecturers in the face (I hope I’m not alone), but its because of the very same people that I am what I am! Oh Yes! I definitely am grateful to my lecturers (now they’re more like buddies).
On my way back home, I felt a void in me (not literally). No more do I have to get up early and get my ass to class before the lecturer shows up. The marks and shit don’t seem to matter either. I don’t have to study all day and pass numerous exams. No more of the assignments, reports or whatever the fuck that was! Yet, I don’t seem to feel happy about it (Been there done that?). Its a feeling which is horribly good.
A South Park character named Butters once quoted – “ I’m sad, but at the same time I’m really happy that something could make me feel that sad. It’s like, it makes me feel alive, you know? It makes me feel human. And the only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt something really good before. So I have to take the bad with the good, so I guess what I’m feelin’ is like a, beautiful sadness. I guess that sounds stupid. ”
I think I’ll just embrace this feeling and go to bed with a smile. Tomorrow, a beautiful new day awaits!
P.S – I always thought I was an atheist, but I realised I was wrong when the exam bell rang!
Here are the weirdest bunch of Idiots whom I now call “Friends“.